Welcome to my boring blog. Here I will post about anything I really want to and at least try to be nice. Which is actually pretty hard for me considering how much stupidity plagues the world at times.
I have a pretty boring and standard life, so I tend not to talk about that too much plus I really thing that personal lives should not be talked about too much on the internet. I do talk about school quite a bit and Gaia even more. Probably because I find no shortage of things that annoy and upset me on there. Go figure.
I spend most of my time lurking around the SF, since its one of the few places left on the site that has actual conversation. I am also prone to phases of the GD and GCD, mostly when I feel like talking about absolutely nothing.
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I have been so busy lately I haven’t had time to really do much. My school work has increased a bunch and a lot of it is really frigging hard to understand.
Shit has been… hard the past few weeks. Stupid life shit that I really don’t know how to deal with and I think I may just be going insane. I don’t want to feel like this any more and it all keeps building up.
Been spending lots of time with Lisa and that’s been cool for the most part, but I am tired and I’m really starting to need sometime to my self. I’m not sure why, probably because of all the other shit that goes along with it.
I have to get the boy registered for school still and the school system is making it a complete pain in the butt. I have gone up their twice now and NO ONE has been there, even though they said they would be. Fun.
I also need to come up with 30 bucks to pay to have my licentiate renewed before the 9th and I end up having to take my test all over again.
My idiot ex has decided that he has “mental problems” so he doesn’t have to pay child support and I cannot do anything about it.
I am still waiting for my money from the school and it still has not been credited to my account. My financial aid adviser seems to be a flake and I am starting to worry.
Nothing is working out the way it should.
Good things though, we took the kids to COSI and the natural history museum. It was also of fun. COSI kind of sucks now, there’s not a lot to do and way to many people are there. The NHM had a lot more and less people.
We also got to see the Extreme Makeover Home that is being worked on this week in Beavercreek. n_n That was pretty neat too.
1. (3) covetous, envious, jealous — (showing extreme cupidity; painfully desirous of another’s advantages; “he was never covetous before he met her”; “jealous of his success and covetous of his possessions”; “envious of their art collection”)
2. (2) jealous, green-eyed, overjealous — (suspicious or unduly suspicious or fearful of being displaced by a rival; “a jealous lover”)
Envy-
1. (2) envy, enviousness — (a feeling of grudging admiration and desire to have something that is possessed by another)
2. envy, invidia — (spite and resentment at seeing the success of another (personified as one of the deadly sins))
I guess it’s all just interpretation. To me jealousy more of the last definition, jealousy is that nagging voice or that icky feeling that makes you think things are going on when they really aren’t.
I am not going to come back to Gaia, unless they make and 18+ part of the site… and even then I wouldn’t hold your breath. I just log in to feed my fish, because I can’t give them to Na. I don’t need a break from the SF. Its not about that, besides then I would need a break from the GD or the ED. I tried that… there just isn’t any thing that’s interesting any more and most of you don’t talk in threads any more and guilds are just pointless. Have you guys even looked at the forums lately?
On top of that, I start programming in two weeks, do you really think I am going to want to be on Gaia when I could be learning how to make something that’s my own?
So could you please stop making such a big deal about it?
I haven’t been on MSN because I have been downloading some stuffs and doing compoter maintenece stuffs and MSN eats bandwith in retarded amounts.
Our revels now are ended. These our actors,
As I foretold you, were all spirits, and
Are melted into air, into thin air:
And like the baseless fabric of this vision,
The cloud-capp'd tow'rs, the gorgeous palaces,
The solemn temples, the great globe itself,
Yea, all which it inherit, shall dissolve,
And, like this insubstantial pageant faded,
Leave not a rack behind. We are such stuff
As dreams are made on; and our little life
Is rounded with a sleep.
--Shakespeare
The Tempest Act 4, scene 1, 148–158
Here I will post about anything I really want to and at least try to be nice. Which is actually pretty hard for me considering how much stupidity plagues the world at times.
I don’t want to feel like this any more and it all keeps building up.
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